I just want to feel beautiful again.
HW: 135
LW: 98

CW: 123, 5'5''

GW1:120 -> new dress!
GW2: 118 -> hair dyed!
UGW: 115 -> Fake ID!


I have the problem of loving alcohol and loving being skinny. It's difficult to be in this three way relationship

so guys i am vegan now. 

When I was super skinny a couple years ago i was still a vegetarian and then i gained hella weight after i began eating meat….so! why not give up everything.

my new diet (for 3 weeks):

  • 1000 calories or less per day
  • no dairy/eggs/meat/animal products in general
  • at least 20 minutes of pilates/ab exercises per day
  • 3(AT MOST) skip days where i can eat whatever i want…i will try to only use them if i really really want something

if you have any questions feel free to ask :)

PS weigh ins are now on wednesdays. 

So i’m writing my research paper on anorexia

and It’s really bad how much joy I am getting from looking at these statistics…